Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Soo Scared

Dear Lord,
please Help me.
I'm scared of every possible situation.

im scared of nothing happening at all
im scared of hurting her feelings for no reason at all.
im scared of the rejection.
im scared of losing the friendship
im scared of hurting her feelings, and not being her friend anymore
im scared of everything happening the way i want it too cause even that is unchartered waters.

im scared of all this even though i know i should not be
i know you know what you are doing and i know you are right here with me
and even if the worst possible outcome comes i know the world will not end.
but no one seems to have told my body that, cause it wont stop trembling.

im so powerless
you are not
hold my hand.
be near to me
help me get through.

love your daughter,
Colleen

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