Kinda depressing i know (sorry)

She kind of wants to scream.
Guys, (if any males actually read this i'm sorry), but seriously what is your problem?
If a girl likes you and you like her back why would you not want to be with her
please quit saying that friendship is easier thing,
cause not after you have kissed her is it easier.
Please don't stop talking to her. don't say your phone is not working.
Learn this. girls are fragile. Our hearts are like glass
they continually break, and we just glue em back together.
eventually the glue with fade and the heart mends
but then its dropped again and the cycle repeats
why is it so complicated.

the heart seems to fall in slow motion sometimes
the fall takes weeks and weeks to hit the ground
and the brain prays and hopes that somebody
or a CERTAIN someone,
will catch it.
all the while knowing that it's a fat chance.

and then other times the heart drops in an instant
shatters in a million pieces with little chance to be caught
and either way
girls just pick them up
and glue them back together.
for different girls it takes different amounts of time for the glue to fade away.

and during that whole time
it hurts
shooting pain through her entire being
she cant help it
she tries to hide it.
sometimes shes successful, but othertimes she is not

she is scared.
Teriffied actually
scared that she will be disregarded again
thrown to the side
not cared about.

Love is a stong word
and maybe she never actually loved you
not in the sense that love is
but she definetly liked you
more than a friend
all along
even when she tried to be your friend
and you led her on
you held her hand and cuddled with her
you kissed her
and NOW you want to go back to being friends
just because you do not like what people expect
it does not matter what they expect

do what you want.



but please

please don't hurt her anymore



please.



don't hurt me anymore.