Just a little bit cheesed right now...

Ok soo auditions were last week for the play rightt??

right

and most NORMAL driectors gve you a reasonable time fram for when the cast list will be posted, usually a week to a week and a half rigghhttt???

right

well my school mommy and director of the plays is obviously NOT normal.

School mommy is being a Jerk with a capital J.

soo i wasnt worried about this at all till she took me aside thursday morning and was asking about my conflicts, then she casually mentions that im in the running for some lead roles, and will need to see her during academic hour to "read" something for her. SHe also asked me how i thought i did. honestly i didnt think i did bad, I mean theres always room for improvement, especially when you're nervous as heck for audtitions, and then there was that one part of the acting that i totally flubbed. but other than that i didnt think i did horribly.



SHe tells me that the other "judges" thought i did really well, but she thought that i was holding back.. I definetly didnt hold backk



but anyway the morning passes and im a little nervous about the play in generall whens the list going to be posted, whats this reading thing about, but it didnt consume me until AFTER academic.



SOo i goo to see her and a couple other people are in there, two of my close buddys, and two seniors, one who i like, and one whoo can be nice but not always, oh and then later this really really sweet sophomore came up too. so she has us go up one at a time and sing her jingle bells



Yes Jingle Bells

multiple times

in weird voices.



no reading involved just singing and a little improve

soo then before we leave she says the cast list might be up tonight but maybe not cause of (insert lamest excuse for not being able to fullfill your commitments in here) and yeah soo but it WILL be up tomorrow.



Thursday afternoon and evening. Homework, hang with Laura, youth Group, Distractions but everytime i remember it... that pit in my stomach roles into a little ball and squeezes.



get home

theres a note on her website saying itll be up at three tomorrow

grrrrr



soo i went to bed angry

when i woke up and had gotten ready molly texted me saying shea left a new note saying itll be up by 8 tongith

GGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRR



knots and butterfles were in my stomach all freaking day long

Molly came up to me after school and said " ok soo i had laptops in my last class and i checked the web..."

me: Oh crap what did she doo????

Molly: She posted a list alright but she forgot the parts!!!!!!!

Me: KSJDAFLKSDJFLKSDJFLSDKFJL:SKDFJKLDFJD SHE FREAKING WOULD!!!!!!!!



later leah and margaret came up to me

Leah: guess what she did

Me: i already know Molly told me

Margaret THIS IS NOT FAIIRR

Leah: hey guys you made the play but hey who care what part you get?



and wanna know when were spossed to know our parts? tomrrow

no time posted this time

itll be posted tomorrow

hey School mommy thanks for the notice

first cast meeting is sunday

but it would be nice to know what part we got



Gotta say school mommy is really driving me nuts right now i swear she is trying to kill me.