Soo i know i dont really blog as much as i used too...
and i think that that is mostly because even though very few people read this anyway
i still cannot be 100% honest about my life and what i am going through
please know if you read this and wonder what the heck im talking about
im okay, and im going to be okay.
if i havnt told you it is not because i do not trust you
its a pride thing and a i need to keep this on the DL with as few people knowing as possible
so i apologize for vagueness
and i apologize for not telling you
and i also apologize for not really blogging
and yeah
the end :)

sick sick sick

I dont lke being sick
:)
but i like missing school
untill i have to make up the work
that sucks
the end

Boys = Stupid

Im sorry any potential males that read this but seriously

your stupid

I've barely even gotten over the last boy i had and know i very well may possibly have two new boys chasing me down

now if I liked either of them this wouldnt be a problem

but both are kinda sketch

not sketch in the way that they're in jail all the time

sketch in the way that i dont know if i can trust em

i've heard stories about one
and my friend doesnt like him at all
and the other was a jerk at first
plus my other friend doesnt like him

just in general
boys
you are stupid

why cant i have a NORMAL guy ask me out?
Chase me down?
why can't a normal guy go out with me and be there when im pissed?
be there when i'm sad?

blah

let more drama in my life occur
drive me crazy
this is just what i need

the end.
love Colleennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Easter

Merry Happy Easter Loves!
Yay for a fresh redo of life. No more job.
hehe i dont think i even had it for the enitiirty of lent but its gone now
Yay for happiness
nothing can get in my way any more.
the end