Last Post

Here it is.
My Last official Post

Finished Junior project yesterday.
Completed that retreat thing today
but i was a senior last night according to the seniors who decorated my car.

And to think i almost didnt go to xlt :)

This year was hard. and I think it will follow me for awhile...

thats all i've got sorry

Birthday, Exams, Summer Job, and Junior Service

So Monday was my Birthday, I've forgotten how much i love birthdays!
Everyone treats ya like your really special or somethin. It's kinda nice :)
But it wasn't all great, this week is exam week.
Bleck, soo i took history on my birthday, and then i came home and had to study for chemistry, and english.
Thank goodness all of that is done and over with.
Now all that's left is Algebra and Spanish. and those shouldn't be too hard.
Today I had a day off from exams since my Health and Modern Prophets exams are both turned in.
So I went job searching this morning.
I applied at Catholic Supply, and I'm thinking it's a possibilty to get this job.
yay... >.<
i just hope it is not as stressful as pizza street was.
and the final item on the agenda is Junior Service project.
I start it next week :)
thats quite exciting.
me and Leah Beah are goin to Our Lady's Inn and it should be tons-o-fun.
wells i gotta goo i Have to get my room cleaned and everything organized and study cause tonight im goin to South Side Youth Ministry to hear my lil sister's talk. Shes soo excited it's really cute ;)
All right byees yalL!
Colleen

YOu know whats insAne???

The fact that this blog was created to help me get through Junior year
the year i thought was going to be the
longest
hardest
year

well it prolly was the hardest, and possibly the longest...
but i feels like just yesterday that i started this blog
and you know what???
tomorrow is the last day of school
yeah
the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
insane right


i am really really glad for it to be over...


but at the same time sorta scared to move forward in life.

and then im not actually free tomorrow
still got exams
and junior service
but they realize that our brains are completely fried by now
due to the stress of this year
soo they give us two weeks of non brain work after exams
which is nice of them

i guess ill end this blog once i'm done with those two weeks...

soo yeah hope youve enjoyed this
i guess that i have

but im glad its almost done

im done ranting :)

Soo i know i dont really blog as much as i used too...
and i think that that is mostly because even though very few people read this anyway
i still cannot be 100% honest about my life and what i am going through
please know if you read this and wonder what the heck im talking about
im okay, and im going to be okay.
if i havnt told you it is not because i do not trust you
its a pride thing and a i need to keep this on the DL with as few people knowing as possible
so i apologize for vagueness
and i apologize for not telling you
and i also apologize for not really blogging
and yeah
the end :)

sick sick sick

I dont lke being sick
:)
but i like missing school
untill i have to make up the work
that sucks
the end

Boys = Stupid

Im sorry any potential males that read this but seriously

your stupid

I've barely even gotten over the last boy i had and know i very well may possibly have two new boys chasing me down

now if I liked either of them this wouldnt be a problem

but both are kinda sketch

not sketch in the way that they're in jail all the time

sketch in the way that i dont know if i can trust em

i've heard stories about one
and my friend doesnt like him at all
and the other was a jerk at first
plus my other friend doesnt like him

just in general
boys
you are stupid

why cant i have a NORMAL guy ask me out?
Chase me down?
why can't a normal guy go out with me and be there when im pissed?
be there when i'm sad?

blah

let more drama in my life occur
drive me crazy
this is just what i need

the end.
love Colleennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Easter

Merry Happy Easter Loves!
Yay for a fresh redo of life. No more job.
hehe i dont think i even had it for the enitiirty of lent but its gone now
Yay for happiness
nothing can get in my way any more.
the end